‘F’A’T’E’ The words to hide our awkwardness. The moments we gazed at each other. The time we spent together. I WISH they could have lasted longer. If this was a FAIRY TALE, I’d instantly go to the FUTURE with YOU. Everytime. Everyday. Everything. Even if I don’t put it into words. You are my special place, MY SANCTUARY. If I could be granted one more wish, Dear God, “Please stop the time when WE are alone together.” You hold my hand until you saw me off the last time. Your nonchalant KINDNESS makes me so HAPPY. Your SMILE that makes me WEAK. Your VOICE that makes me SHIVER. It brings back the memories we had. You EMBRACED me and I HOLD back. I wisphered “I Miss You” and “I Miss You Too“ you replied. I felt your LOVE and hope you feel the same way too. If I could have had the courage to say wholeheartedly, “I LOVE YOU”, I definitely would. But there’s a voice telling me to stop and wait. Time for us to go. Even if we go our separate ways, I’ll hold US together. I still have your HEART and you still have mine. Even if TIME doesn’t stop for the two of us now, I’LL WAIT. If we are FATED, we will see each other again, RIGHT?
i remember us, the way we used to be, i`d hold you in my arms, your smile so sweet to me, but now when i see you, you look right through me, i feel so alone now, but when I close my eyes, all I see is you., the love we used to share, gone up in whirl winds, will i ever love?? or ever live again?? i am tired of crying, and i am done trying., to remember all about you, but when I close my eyes, all I see is you., all the love i am sending, the memories i won`t sell, i know there must be an ending, to the story i will tell, i dream only of your love, and happiness in life, i try not to think of you, but when i close my eyes..all i can see is only you.. ;[
UNSPOKEN WORDS
i woke up in the morningi rushed into that day
i had something to tell you
but i didn’t know what i want to say
you asked me how i’m doing
i said that i was fine
i wanted to say it to you
but butterflies were my defeat
the time came when i was to tell you
the words you’ve been waiting
i love you too and i want you to stay
isn’t it too late?
tonight, as the chilly wind blows
memories of our past follows
and up to now i can’t understand
why do i let go of your hands..
12.24.08
8hr.04mins.51sec.pm
forever seems to be nothing, nothing without you..
we dont know what the future holds, we cant tell what would happen.
and tomorrow still a mystery.
“its never too late and it will never be..”